I think I am a masochist.

Ok so there’s no need to gloat in the glory of the 6 words sent after every relationship aka ‘ I can’t stop thinking about you’!

Some one shoot me! Why do I do this?

This has been the most pretentiously pretentious thing I have ever done!!

I mean it’s extremely hard to find some one who loves you, for the you, you love.

And who loves you more than you do to em, so why do I keep going back to the people who cause me excruciating pain?
But the question here being that why? In the name of God, do I keep trying to find pleasure in pain that these men cause??!! Or is it that the pleasure is derived from the pain that is being inflicted upon me?

The reason for this reflection transpires from a mere torrent of texts sent to a ‘unique’ ex of mine!!

Contemplating if I am a shopaholic! (2)

Yet to find out the real reason!!!

Recent purchases include a Banana Republic Beige formal Trouser, coffe brown V-necked 3/4 sleeve T and some undisclosed garments!!
Its the midddle of the month an I am stone broke!

How sexy are u?

I jus did a another test online,
I got an 8 on a scale of 1-10,
here are my result details.

Line of Heart
	Your Line of Heart is a curved line. You are creative and sensitive. Sometimes ruled by emotions, sometimes by imagination. Sometimes you let feelings get in the way of clear thinking, and often for the better.
Shape of Fingertips
	The tips of your fingers are square. You meet life head on and seldom lose. You are sensible and practical and never let emotions distract you from the truth. A place for everything and everything in its place.
Thumb Flexibility
	Based on the flexibility level of your thumb you are generous and open to suggestions. Flexible and friendly, original at times but willing to cooperate with the right persons. Open to experimentation and exploration.
Highest Mound
	Your highest mound is on the base if your thumb. A people person. Outgoing and going out. Likes to laugh and party. Appreciates good food, good friends, and good drink.